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god, i'm such an incredible loser. i cant sleep for some reason ( i could blame sleeping until 1pm but.. i think that might be just a bit futile, or i could blame watching an intensily intense film just before bedtime which was like two hours ago when the film ended..) but i'm too restless to even really try, i did for a while with no avail. so i started thinking about the lesbian novel, like you do, which i hadn't written a word of in a month says the computer, but i think it has been longer, i probably just opened and changed a word, changed it back and saved. and then i actually thought of something to write (hooray!) so i got up and turned the real (non laptop) computer on to write (laptops have too many distractions) then i spent quite possibly half an hour trying to find an unlocked wireless connection with no fucking success. 12 connections at best, all locked. damn you this morning and itv news for scaring people and telling them to lock their wireless or all the evil identity thieves will steal their lives. pish. well, somehow i end up writing an lj entry in the novel and then think "well, i'll need to make sure that some real person doesn't own that lj already" (not that i've actually decided on the username, or mentioned it.) so i start writing a fake user info and friends only post for a fake lj. how fucking sad is that?

obviously i'm writing this entry on to my memory stick at three in the sunday morn though to me its still saturday since i havent slept yet, with a plan to post it whenever i get the chance which might be later on sunday when i hopefully go to do my laundry at aunty allison's or monday after work. we'll see.

i'm starting to get rather sleepy and run out of what i was writing though. i think it's bed bed time time. x